WHY I WILL NEVER MARRY A NON-VIRGIN LADY! MY BITTER EXPERIENCE! A MUST READ

Is not that I detest or loathe non-virgins,they are humans just like me too.
But there was a bitter experience I had with a girl in the past which i am obliged to share.

When i was a teen I fell in love with a girl of my age.

We were madly in love but never had any bodily contact like kissing not to talk of sex.

I promise to marry her when the time comes because of the love between us until tragedy struck.

How could she lie to me that she was a virgin when she is not.

How did I find out that she ain’t no virgin you ask?

I was so obsessed in marrying a virgin since i am one and it is a pride in the family.

So i decided to raise the topic with her one day in a rather smart way.

I ask if she is a virgin and she replied back in the affirmative so i added i will like to marry a non-virgin to a virgin.
I saw that she became uneasy when i said so and then i decided to probe further until she let the cat out of the bag.

In tears she told me that she is not a virgin,that she was sexually abused by an uncle but lied to me that she is because she can’t bear to see me go.

That moment my world came crashing down,i was bitter and angry but i have vow never to break the family pride and have to let her go.

After this experience I couldn’t love any girl again because i don’t want to make another mistake of falling in love with the wrong woman.

Tricia anywhere you are right now pls find a place in your beautiful heart to forgive me for not fighting for you,for not been their for you but i have to keep the family pride.

I don’t know if i could fall in love again.